FOO (family of origin)

My FOO explains very clearly to therapists and myself, how I came to be with the N. My mother was also a card carrying certified Narcissist. She taught others how to be narcissists, that's how good at it she was. My first psych asked me why my mother never loved me after telling her (the doctor) of all the things my mother had done and still would do. A couple of women I was in a  situation with who also had N mothers could not believe the abuse and crap my mother put my older brother and I through. They said my mother made their mothers look like mother Theresa. It is New Years Eve and tonight I am still thinking of him and i am wondering hmmmmmm is he thinking of me or is he thinking of his new be....atch or just who the hell is he thinking of??
I need to find a way to get over this fool.......and SOON
It is hard to forget him when I still have to deal with my Nmother so often