or maybe still upset. Either way I am feeling sad and tired. I know what he is but wish I didn't.
What I can't believe is that he probably bad-mouthed me to his next victims. I feel so utterly broken-hearted about that. What does that say about me?? That I have loved one that was so self absorbed? I am literally sick at my stomach.
I grew up in a very abusive home. My older brother and I were beaten alot. My younger brother?
Unharmed. I was told how stupid. ugly, dumb, and fat I was. My older brother told how stupid he was. My younger brother? NOTHING negative. He was the golden child.....
he was also the one in jail three or four times. Each time but the last bailed out by mommy and daddy.
crying right now....
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